Love...
I looked at her jealously as she started flirting with the most wonderful person I have ever known. My dearest and best friend, George. I understood clearly why he felled for her, she was beautiful. Her eyes was perfectly green and her smile was glittering.
I want to be happy for him, but I just can´t, I can´t. I have always liked him in a special way that I can´t lay my fingers on. He is just perfect and it makes me even more jealous, but why haven´t I felt like this before? We have been friends like, forever and it don´t seem right. Of course we are close we have known each other for 2 and a half years now. But that wouldn´t change a thing, it just shouldn´t.
My thoughts were flying around in my head and I started to feel dizzy so, I walked away from the crowded spot were the wedding was held. Out from the garden into the park across the bridge over the snake shaped river.
As I walked around in the park I heard the party going on in the garden and then a single tear started to fall down from my cheek towards the green grass. I took the ring that he gave me last Christmas and through it in the big fountain. And my tears was unstoppable, I kept on crying until a cold hand grabbed my shoulder than I froze. I didn´t even have to look up to see that it was George. I felt it, felt it on the smell and his sensual touching. No one could ever make me feel the way I did when he touched me. It was like heaven. I closed my eyes form a quick moment and let my dreams take me away to a place were it was only me and him, just the two of us.
But then I realised that he wasn´t alone. My face turned red as a tomato and silly as I felt I opened my eyes and turned around towards him. There he was standing over me, frowned and was dangerous good-looking. For a moment I forgot that she was standing next to him, he outshine more than beauty. I got lost in his lovely brown eyes. My heart stopped and my breath stocked up in my lungs. I just couldn´t think clearly when he was next to me. I saw through his eyes and he showed me his feelings just by looking at me. I know that he waned me to know that he still loves me, more than everything. It felt like ages until someone moved, it was her, she took his hand and smiled, shy and lovely at him. I couldn´t blame her, she was more beautiful then me and she really deserved him. He would always be more than a friend, but we wasn´t made for each other and both knew it.
Suddenly I realised that he was crying, his eyes were sparkling, he kept his breath and his hole body was trembling. Then I finally smiled at him and he smiled back through his tears. He took my hand and laid it on my cheek and I blushed.
We loved each other more than we could handle and it was time to move on. And we kissed, for the last time..
I want to be happy for him, but I just can´t, I can´t. I have always liked him in a special way that I can´t lay my fingers on. He is just perfect and it makes me even more jealous, but why haven´t I felt like this before? We have been friends like, forever and it don´t seem right. Of course we are close we have known each other for 2 and a half years now. But that wouldn´t change a thing, it just shouldn´t.
My thoughts were flying around in my head and I started to feel dizzy so, I walked away from the crowded spot were the wedding was held. Out from the garden into the park across the bridge over the snake shaped river.
As I walked around in the park I heard the party going on in the garden and then a single tear started to fall down from my cheek towards the green grass. I took the ring that he gave me last Christmas and through it in the big fountain. And my tears was unstoppable, I kept on crying until a cold hand grabbed my shoulder than I froze. I didn´t even have to look up to see that it was George. I felt it, felt it on the smell and his sensual touching. No one could ever make me feel the way I did when he touched me. It was like heaven. I closed my eyes form a quick moment and let my dreams take me away to a place were it was only me and him, just the two of us.
But then I realised that he wasn´t alone. My face turned red as a tomato and silly as I felt I opened my eyes and turned around towards him. There he was standing over me, frowned and was dangerous good-looking. For a moment I forgot that she was standing next to him, he outshine more than beauty. I got lost in his lovely brown eyes. My heart stopped and my breath stocked up in my lungs. I just couldn´t think clearly when he was next to me. I saw through his eyes and he showed me his feelings just by looking at me. I know that he waned me to know that he still loves me, more than everything. It felt like ages until someone moved, it was her, she took his hand and smiled, shy and lovely at him. I couldn´t blame her, she was more beautiful then me and she really deserved him. He would always be more than a friend, but we wasn´t made for each other and both knew it.
Suddenly I realised that he was crying, his eyes were sparkling, he kept his breath and his hole body was trembling. Then I finally smiled at him and he smiled back through his tears. He took my hand and laid it on my cheek and I blushed.
We loved each other more than we could handle and it was time to move on. And we kissed, for the last time..
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Postat av: Ruthan
Damn it... I want a good ending!
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